More unrest
Another night of little sleep. I know the cause of my unrest. Primarily it's stress regarding the School Board. Initially it's the unknown of the climate you will enter into. The last two I entered into was pure fiasco and a show, arguments, ect.
I had an idea of what I was going to enter into last night. I had intended to suggest one way; with the information I currently had. However, while I was there with provided new information, I began to change my mind.
I realize I am not providing specifics. This is done purposely. It boils down to this. I had a perception of what I was going to do. While I was acquiring more information during the process, my perception changed. I think I surprised some (myself included)and disappointed others. But, unfortunately, in this arena I cannot make everyone happy. You have a 5 panel board. Decisions are made as a group. At the end of the meeting, you hope your decision will be the best for the kids.
Now that this is done, perhaps I can get some sleep in the future.
I couldn't get sleep due to my worry of how the meeting will be. Now I cannot rest due to my worry I made the better decisions.
I guess I actually care too much.
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